Ok, so today is day 2 of me starting to eat again.... I was always hating food before, but yesterday when I planned my whole calorie intake for today.. I freaked out... I had a panick attack on the fact of me eating 368 calories.... so I only ate 200, even there I hate myself for it. I used to restrict to only 160 per day, so it was weird. I really am terrified of food now. PLus im not loosing any weight... hugh.
On other hands, I bought Wintergirls today, the book, it's amazing and exacly how my mind is set. You should read it if you haven't. So hopefully tomorrow I'll have a weight loss, btw if you know the reason why I'm not loosing weight, please comment :)
see you all tomorrow -xox-
I've plateaued as well - been at the same weight for the last two weeks or so with very little change and it's AWFUL. I absolutely understand how you feel about having a panic attack over calorie intake...I have a panic attack whenever I get close to 200 which is weird because that's been my normal intake since mid-July. I'm sure that after your fast and with a few calories to shock your system, you will start losing weight again, though!
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