I think in all my life, I have never been this determined. I binge yesterday. I hate myself so muhc... I'm gonna fast t'ill I'm 129 or less. I'm so angry at myself and so tired. I don't care anymore about food. I just want to starve.
I also decided that I had a compulsive weight myself every minute thing. I will not weight myself for a whole 5 days. Which is extremly alot. Right now its only been a day and I want to know so bad. But I wont. I am stronger than a compulsive habit. Anyone want to join me ? if your compulsive like I am? I know it can only do you good.
Cheers -xox-
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