Well today was great.. Not exacly. Eating wise it was perfect. No doubt about that, I had my glass of soy milk this morning (80 cal) thats it. But of course (you know there a but)
Today I told my coach I had an ED :( And you know what he said?? We will talk to the school's nurse to help me out so I can keep playing rugby and get support... The problem is, I DONT WANT TO RECOVER YET! im SO not ready... But he is so sweet...so yeah I don't know what to do anymore.. To tell him i dont want to get helped or to just go see the nurse and "fake it" that im gonna recover.. : / I know i dont but yet so complicated. I can't lie, so if your trying to find the motive why i told him well there you go.
So for the rest of day, since i did so well, I pampered my face and I'm gonna play sims 3 :) I havent played in so long because of school and work! :( So yeah see you tomorrow on day 3!
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