What was I thinking?
Today I had ...for the lack of a better word... a fucking horrible day.
I came home and I just wanted to cry. Not for any good reason, but just to find relief.
Sadly, the only people who can help me when I'm down in the dumps are the ones causing it. So I figured I would write about it... somewhere. It came to mind that I had a blog and then I stumbled upon this..
I am mixed with emotions, but one is clear. Happiness.
Oh God am I happy! During that period in my life I never noticed how much of a horrible person I was!
I am so glad of how I turned out! I was so mean, selfish and shallow.
I am proud to say that, today, I am a good person. I have left anorexia in my past and I am free from any eating disorder I've ever fought. I still deal with some random ''depression humps'', as I like to call them, but I get by.
I am a healthy 150 pounds. (But I won't identify myself as a number anymore)
I work at a movie rental store. (Yes, those things still DO exists)
I am currently looking for a hobby. (That doesn't involve video games)
And I am BROKE! ( :D )
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