Wednesday, November 14, 2012

My Roommates are PMSing.


So in the past week I found myself dealing with multiple obstacles.
Some are good, others.. not so much. To start off with some positive, I'll announce my promotion as a supervisor at my current employment.

It is a step forward, yet I'm afraid I'm pacing nowhere. Sadly, working for a minimum wage job has tendency
to lead there. Until I can find something I can settle for, this will do.  :)

Now for the dark side of things, my roommates. Omg, my roommates...
They are driving me to edge right now. They keep complaining about everything I do. I am a very good roommate; I have an open mind, I won't get in your way and I pick up after myself. They seemed to have found every single one of my flaws and point them out to me. The main one being they don't like my boyfriend... Since I don't have a plan B, I am stuck trying so hard to get out of that hell I am supposed to call Home. I forgot how trying to look for an apartment was hard.

I don't remember being an adult was so hard. Things have changed and hopefully they will for the best soon!


Winter is coming.. Which means days spent inside in the warmth playing Skyrim and watching Game of Thrones! :)

Thursday, November 1, 2012

Two year have gone by...

I can't believe what I'm reading...
What was I thinking?

Today I had ...for the lack of a better word... a fucking horrible day.
I came home and I just wanted to cry. Not for any good reason, but just to find relief.
Sadly, the only people who can help me when I'm down in the dumps are the ones causing it. So I figured I would write about it... somewhere. It came to mind that I had a blog and then I stumbled upon this..
I am mixed with emotions, but one is clear. Happiness.
Oh God am I happy! During that period in my life I never noticed how much of a horrible person I was!
I am so glad of how I turned out! I was so mean, selfish and shallow.

I am proud to say that, today, I am a good person. I have left anorexia in my past and I am free from any eating disorder I've ever fought. I still deal with some random ''depression humps'', as I like to call them, but I get by.

I am a healthy 150 pounds. (But I won't identify myself as a number anymore)
I work at a movie rental store. (Yes, those things still DO exists)
I am currently looking for a hobby. (That doesn't involve video games)
And I am BROKE! (  :D  )